I borrowed an acoustic guitar for some days in july. It was broken but I think I can only really play a guitar when it’s broken or strings are missing. It kinda inspires me. Limitations that propel my brain.
I’ve seen and heard of a lot of people who got sick, are sick or have died in 2014. People I knew and know. Maybe it has always been like this but… dunno… it just feels weirder this year, too close.
Thing is I’ve experienced things in 2014 for the first time in my life.
I wish I didn’t have to go thru’ them again one day but then I’d have to die right now and I love living too damn much to simply go.
I understand why sometimes people decide to take their lives but despite all those terrible days and times, it’s wonderful to be here and be able to wake up late and go to my living room to watch something I love on the telly whilst I have some coffee. Very simple things to cling to, to live for.
I just wish some people could be here forever and just wish some very important people in my life could be very very healthy for good.
Too bad we are all too small.
How have you been?
released 19 August 2014
voices on "Storms" by Guerlinda and Ederson, at her house's gate, talking about life, houses, leaves and storms, while 2 neighborhood boys were playing out in the street.
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